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Ronan Lynch ([personal profile] nightmarist) wrote2016-01-02 06:21 am
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-08 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
Followed you.

[ He murmurs it softly, quietly– but it isn't gentle. There's nothing gentle about him or the blaze in his eyes as he drinks in the sight of Ronan approaching him.

Torn for a moment between two equally promising paths he could take, his gaze drops from Ronan's face to the perfect detailing of his costume and back up again. He wets his lips. Does he tell Ronan what kind of response he would have earned with this... stunt of his?
Or does he show him. ]


Until you turned a corner and found yourself somewhere a little more secluded. Out of sight of the crowd, but not too far from all those people, the very first opportunity I saw to give you the attention you deserve. I would have had... a lot of questions for you, Ronan...
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-08 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Kylo's answering smile is slow as he steps in closer, lifting a hand to press against Ronan's sternum, pressure increasing slowly. It would be easy enough to slam him against the wall without touching him at all, but there's a different kind of pleasure in applying his own physical strength to achieve the same goal. ]

An interrogation.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh. Kylo's eyes drop to the gloved hand coiled around his wrist, his lips parting. Unexpected, and unexpectedly exciting. He tests Ronan's grip without quite struggling against it. ]

Nothing worth having ever is.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Somehow, that only seems right, particularly considering what Ronan's wearing, and the heat under Kylo's skin responds swiftly. He's been aching for a fight. Spoiling for one. And Ronan's grip is a good place to start.

Rather than wrenching free or pulling away, he surges forwards into Ronan's space instead, fully intending on forcing him to stagger back with the sudden weight locked in against him. ]
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kylo hisses out the pain, Ronan's blow only really serving to fuel him on- he pulls his arm up, dragging Ronan's hand with it as he braces the length of his forearm across Ronan's chest and pushes forward again.

Ronan's no easy prize. But Kylo would want it no other way. ]
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's been a while since he allowed himself this kind of satisfaction, indulging himself in the perfection of a good struggle- and it's clear that he's enjoying the opportunity, now. He presses in against Ronan's resistance with relentless strength, eyes blazing with something wild and absolutely dangerous begging to be set free- but he doesn't want to hurt him. No. He wants to possess him. And with their bodies crushing up against each other, there's no question how, exactly, Kylo wants to stake his claim. ]

Better.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kylo's lips twist in a triumphant smile- though he wouldn't consider this battle over. All conquests of importance are a long, involved exercise in consistently meeting resistance with superior, indefatigable strength. ]

Perhaps we should discuss it.

[ He murmurs the words, the breathless satisfaction of having Ronan under his hold swelling through his voice. He can feel Ronan's pulse racing, he can feel his defiance. It's perfection. And he has a hand free.
He runs it possessively over Ronan's side, fingers playing over the familiar textures made unfamiliar as they dress someone else. ]


Taking things we want. Like these. Where did you get these, Ronan? Have you been dreaming about me?
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Now he understands why the idea of Ronan in his clothes is so blindingly erotic. Or at least part of why. Because he knows what's involved in taking things from dreams. And, he suspects Ronan didn't dream the clothing without its inhabitant. ]

Very much.

[ It's an agreement rather than a confession. Kylo isn't ashamed of how arousing the idea is, that Ronan had either chosen or stumbled into a dream of him. ]

I could take them from you, too. Right now. Your memories, dreaming of me. You know I could.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Why doesn't he? It almost seems only fair. Ronan's seen his fantasies. Been his fantasies.
He lifts his hand up to caress the side of Ronan's face, soft but undeniably possessive. ]


Show me.

[ Similar to the way he has Ronan pinned to the wall, the sensation is like a pressure, at first, Kylo's will sliding over the surface of Ronan's thoughts, seeking entry. ]

Show me the first time you dreamt of me.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kylo surges through the memory, all voracious curiosity and hunger– so much hunger, to see himself as Ronan saw him, to be desired and know that he is desired. He seeps in, deep, his fingers stilling against Ronan's face as he finds what he was looking for.

There's something strangely lonely about the figure leaning into the dark, something familiar- and Kylo's breath catches as he feels Ronan's surprise, the irresistible moment of being caught up in his arms. Desire, yes. But there's something more than the physical, isn't there... ]


There's nothing to be ashamed about.

[ He murmurs the reassurance, feeling it echo through Ronan's mind. It isn't intended as a suggestion, exactly, but with his will soaking through Ronan's, it may well transform into one. ]

I want to be what you dream of. I want to be there, waiting for you in the dark. You'll always be able to find me there.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No.

He feels the shift, the fade into submission, and perhaps it should feel like another victory- but it doesn't. Not with Ronan. This isn't how he wants Ronan to accept him. This isn't how he wants to be wanted.

And he should have known better, he's always known he can take whatever he wants, but if he takes it, he can't ever be given it, not really, not truthfully...

He tries to push- to force some kind of resistance, the mental equivalent of seizing Ronan by the shoulders and shaking, frustrated, wanting him to wake up... ]


Look at me. Come back.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He is. He's there. But Kylo's still off-balance, the sudden shock of discomfort not yet having dissipated.
His eyes are sharp on Ronan's, his will still loosely curled through his mind, seeking some kind of reassurance.

Or perhaps that's the justification he's giving himself. It's addictive, being inside someone like this. He can't seem to give it up. ]


Prove it.
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[personal profile] photophobic 2019-01-09 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Kylo inhales sharply, more than satisfied with the evidence Ronan provides and completely distracted from any lingering disquiet. He's all too easily led away from the immediate, the physical- but Ronan is remarkably talented when it comes to guiding him back here.

He pushes against him hungrily, his desire in absolutely no doubt- he wants this, he wants Ronan hard and wanting, he wants him trapped, straining... ]


Kiss me.

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