CHARACTER ◇ zoe hange JOURNAL ◇aberrant_type CLAIRCOGNIZANCE ◇ y WHAT RONAN CAN KNOW ◇ let's see... a variety for you:
- being a benignly neglected child - not abused, but very little adult attention - grew up in a rural area surrounded by hardscrabble farms, independent hardworking people, ponds and boggy marshy areas, light forests - obsessively explored and observed things as a child. FROGS - she helped birth foals a few times and was absolutely fascinated by the entire process
- enlisted in the military at age 12 and went through the requisite brutal training. good at the physical stuff, but really brilliant in classroom scenarios - obsessed with killing titans. developing rage issues. talked only about killing titans. poor social skills. very hard to be around at that age.
- later teens and early twenties, picked up by erwin, who noticed her potential as a strategist and inventor. finally supported in her endeavors, hange began to thrive in her post; probably also a very erratic time of her life though. many friends were dying around her and her research proceeded in fits and starts, often stymied by the oppressive political regime they lived under. many manic phases and many black pits of depression. innumerable memories of bar crawl, puking in alleys, peeing in alleys, punching people, working til 3 am, fighting, watching friends die, trying to cadge research money out of politicians, talking to engineers and other soldiers, collecting literary contraband, and the like. - out of this black pit of depression starting to work to transform herself and return to the curiosity and openness of childhood. hange leveled out in her mid-20s as similar to the personality she has now. constantly seeking new perspectives on things and experimenting with changing her own perspective. adopting humor as a coping mechanism and method to relieve tension.
- mid twenties to now: more settled into her career, confident in herself, mostly in control of her center. still driven by an abiding anger but consciously works to control it and convert it into the friendly, playful character that people know and are infuriated by. sometimes still feels despair but knows how to manage it. settled into her job for the long haul. WHAT RONAN CAN'T KNOW ◇ if it seems sensitive just run it by me, there's things hange would be UNCOMFORTABLE with ronan knowing (the existence of titan shifters, her identity as a titan shifter, titans in the walls, etc etc) but that doesn't mean he CAN'T know it DREAMING ◇ y WHAT RONAN CAN SENSE ◇ hange has a titan form now? that's probably it.
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JOURNAL ◇
CLAIRCOGNIZANCE ◇ y
WHAT RONAN CAN KNOW ◇ let's see... a variety for you:
- being a benignly neglected child - not abused, but very little adult attention
- grew up in a rural area surrounded by hardscrabble farms, independent hardworking people, ponds and boggy marshy areas, light forests
- obsessively explored and observed things as a child. FROGS
- she helped birth foals a few times and was absolutely fascinated by the entire process
- enlisted in the military at age 12 and went through the requisite brutal training. good at the physical stuff, but really brilliant in classroom scenarios
- obsessed with killing titans. developing rage issues. talked only about killing titans. poor social skills. very hard to be around at that age.
- later teens and early twenties, picked up by erwin, who noticed her potential as a strategist and inventor. finally supported in her endeavors, hange began to thrive in her post; probably also a very erratic time of her life though. many friends were dying around her and her research proceeded in fits and starts, often stymied by the oppressive political regime they lived under. many manic phases and many black pits of depression. innumerable memories of bar crawl, puking in alleys, peeing in alleys, punching people, working til 3 am, fighting, watching friends die, trying to cadge research money out of politicians, talking to engineers and other soldiers, collecting literary contraband, and the like.
- out of this black pit of depression starting to work to transform herself and return to the curiosity and openness of childhood. hange leveled out in her mid-20s as similar to the personality she has now. constantly seeking new perspectives on things and experimenting with changing her own perspective. adopting humor as a coping mechanism and method to relieve tension.
- mid twenties to now: more settled into her career, confident in herself, mostly in control of her center. still driven by an abiding anger but consciously works to control it and convert it into the friendly, playful character that people know and are infuriated by. sometimes still feels despair but knows how to manage it. settled into her job for the long haul.
WHAT RONAN CAN'T KNOW ◇ if it seems sensitive just run it by me, there's things hange would be UNCOMFORTABLE with ronan knowing (the existence of titan shifters, her identity as a titan shifter, titans in the walls, etc etc) but that doesn't mean he CAN'T know it
DREAMING ◇ y
WHAT RONAN CAN SENSE ◇ hange has a titan form now? that's probably it.