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[nightmarist]

oh

ok

[admemoriam]

and then we went on an ice cream date
and when the ice cream lady was rude to me he was all sweet and protective

so anyway if you ever wanted to like
go do something like that
with him

i totally recommend it

[nightmarist]

what

[admemoriam]

if you ever wanted to go out with adam or something

you can

he's pretty great

[nightmarist]

you want me to date adam

while i'm dating you

[admemoriam]

i'm not like telling you to or anything
but like
if you were to feel that way about someone else
and you wanted to act on it
i just want you to know that it's okay
i'm poly, dude
and i'd be totally thrilled to keep being monogamous with you
but if you were to want more

just don't feel weird about it

[nightmarist]

i'm already feeling weird about it

what's the point of being together if we're dating other people?

[admemoriam]

it doesn't cancel things out
it just makes them bigger

look i know how you feel about him
i know how you feel about them both
and i know that you don't love or want me any less for it

i want you to be as happy as you possibly can

[nightmarist]

they're just thoughts

that doesn't make them real

and fake dates aside they're both straight

there's no point in even talking about this

1/2

[admemoriam]

jesus ronan
you can't tell someone's sexuality just by looking at them
and that doesn't even matter
i've been in all of your heads for years
and i think you should give yourself a chance with more than just part of what you want

2/2

[admemoriam]

besides
adam was really into the boyfriend thing
like
into it

[nightmarist]

jfc noah

[admemoriam]

sorry
i won't talk about it anymore
it's just, you guys are all really loud about what you want

[nightmarist]

we're young and virile

but adam doesn't even like me as a person

have fun with him if you want though i guess

[admemoriam]

that's really not true at all

about him not liking you
not the young and virile thing

it's okay though i'll drop it
and i'm not planning to go fool around with anyone
i'm perfectly happy just fooling around with you

[nightmarist]

it's fine

you said he was into you

[admemoriam]

it's not about me
just

i love you no matter who else you love
that's what i wanted you to know
that all

[nightmarist]

ok

[admemoriam]

ok



also i bought glittery booze
i was texting to tell you about that too

[nightmarist]

like actual glitter?

[admemoriam]

i mean it's like
edible
drinkable?

[Attached is a selfie - Noah in boxers and a blanket, making a peace sign with one hand while the other holds a bottle of glittery, unicorn-themed gin.]

[nightmarist]

[That is a weirdly attractive selfie.]

is it good

[admemoriam]

[He tries.]

it tastes like dreams

and mangoes

and a little like battery acid

[nightmarist]

gross

[admemoriam]

honestly you don't even taste it anymore after like the tenth sip