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Ronan Lynch ([personal profile] nightmarist) wrote2013-06-06 06:13 am
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-20 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Adam already knows his answer is no, but he considers it for Ronan's sake. His hand slides a little higher, fingers combing through Ronan's hair. Because Ronan wants it, Adam lets himself consider what it would really mean.]

I'd be the Greywaren.

[He breathes out at that, not quite a whistle. Individually, they're both powerful. Together, they can literally rewrite reality. It's godlike power.]

Noah and Gansey would be furious.

[He can already anticipate Ronan's answer on that--they'd get over it--and maybe they would. Ronan would still be present, alive, unharmed, and happier than he'd ever been or ever could be. For that alone, Adam expects that Gansey and Noah would respect Ronan's choice, eventually. It's Adam who doesn't intend to allow it.]

They might be happy for you, eventually, but they'd never forgive me for taking you away.

I'd miss the sex. The warmth of having a physical body to love. Being able to tangle up with you like this. I know it's the opposite for you, but sex with you is the closest I've ever felt to something like holiness. Having you inside my veins feels like a drug. An addiction, where eventually I'd lose myself, lose control, and get myself killed for it.

It'd mean that you and I would be united on the deepest possible level, sharing every thought, and yet... I can't help but think... it would be lonely, somehow. It would make me into something that could no longer love, because I would be complete unto myself, and inhuman, and truly, infinitely, unknowable.
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-20 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I do. [Adam smiles softly, reassured and pleased that Ronan's listening and negotiating instead of closing in on himself with a bunch of self-destructive assumptions. It makes it easier for him to be more fully honest, making it a conversation rather than just reassurance.]

I get a little bit nervous. You know how touchy I am over rejection. It still feels unbelievable that I'm loved at all, after so long without. To be loved so much by so many people is... impossible. It feels like it's too good to be true, and sooner or later it'll be taken away from me.

So I get touchy. Possessive. But I know how devoted you are to me. And I like you getting more comfortable with desire and sexuality. That makes me happy. If you're into Kyle, then let's explore it.
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-21 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel that.

[Adam sighs, nuzzling at the soft buzz on the sides of Ronan's head. It's easier to be honest with him now that Ronan's actually listening.]

Feels like suddenly I'm the only one just dating Raven Boys. Noah and Gansey are both so excited about Blue, which is... really weird and kind of uncomfortable for me? I can't help but wonder how long they wanted her for, and if they want her more than they want me, if they were thrilled when we broke up.

[Adam swallows, grip tightening on Ronan.]

That's... hard. And then you're dating Kyle now, and--I heard something about how you were flirting with a valkyrie or something?

[Adam's already soft-spoken voice gets softer, only a whisper.]

Can't help but feel like you'll be off with Kyle and the others will be off with Blue and it'll be ... just me.
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-21 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Adam smiles back at him, adoring and touched.]

See, it's lines like that which remind me why I'm so hopelessly in love with you.

[Happy, Adam studies his eyes, soothed by Ronan's love. It's easier to trust himself to Ronan when Ronan's being like this, and Adam feels calmer.]

Thank you for talking with me. And for listening to me. It's really nice to feel... heard.

[Adam's used to internalizing everything because he's never had a real confidante. It feels like a luxury to talk and be heard.]
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-22 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Adam sighs happily into the kiss, pressing close as he returns it. They're both naked, and Adam's a teenage male with a high libido, so he almost immediately starts to harden as he parts his lips, warmly returning Ronan's kiss.

Grinning, Adam breaks the kiss, watching Ronan's eyes for a moment.]


I've got an idea. Suppose we go a little ways into the woods, take a blanket, have sex, have a nap, and then see if we can create some kind of... fountain gazebo sanctuary. Something with a nice fireproof bed and full curtains of falling water.

[Something more suited to having sex with a fire demon than a fishpond, come on Ronan.]
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-22 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

[Adam grins, stealing another quick kiss.]

This is why you should tell me your ideas instead of springing them on me.

[Another kiss, this one lingering, and then Adam pulls away. He doesn't want them to get pulled into having sex here and have their plans delayed. They can manage ten minutes worth of self control.]

Come on.

[He gets up, grabbing the bottle of lube and gathering up the top quilt from the bed. They're going to be tromping at least fifty feet and probably more through the woods. Clothes would be practical. Shoes would be especially practical.

But that means getting dressed and then promptly getting undressed again. And it's not like they're pine woods. Adam starts down the stairs with his armful of quilt.]


Wanna light my way, Tinkerbell?
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-22 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Content to be heading on a midnight forest sex adventure, Adam heads down the stairs and out into the forest. He can see most of the meadows like it's daylight just through his energy powers--the whole place still thrums with dream energy. Every leaf, every plank of wood, most of it was created by the previous Ronan to match the environs of the Barns back home, and then renovated by this Ronan to better match the group's needs and desires.

As they head into the woods, Adam's senses dim. Further from the buildings, less of the landscaping is magically influenced and more of it is natural Virginia woods. Adam can sense magical beings moving through it--he knows where Henrietta is, napping somewhere distant--but plants and animals are dark to him, and he's grateful for Ronan's light.]


You choose the spot, beautiful. You're the one who's going to be doing most of the heavy lifting of dreaming it into what we need.
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-22 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Adam smiles, letting the blanket fall from his arms as he turns toward the warmth of Ronan's body. He tilts his head up for a kiss, curling a possessive hand around the side of Ronan's neck while his other hand rests against Ronan's chest, roaming idly over his skin.

Now he can let go of all his practical concerns. There's nothing he needs to worry about, other than--possibly--spreading the blanket before they end up horizontal. All that matters is Ronan pressed close against him, naked and eager.

Adam's grinning into each kiss, tingling with pleasure and magic. He loves sex with all of his boyfriends, but he's especially addicted to it with Ronan because of the energy magic between them, the soul-deep intimacy of their connection. He plays with it constantly when they're together, reverberating soft patterns of energy between them so that even their heartbeats align.]
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-22 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Adam moans into his mouth, loud and shameless. He's gotten less quiet in his time here, especially when it comes to sex. He no longer tries to take up less space and remain unobtrustive, at least not within their group.

Eager for Ronan, Adam grinds against him in return, returning the kisses hungrily. His fingertips find Ronan's nipple, plucking at it, and then his hand dips lower, down around Ronan's hip to his ass, pulling him closer and grinding against him.

At the first break in the kiss, Adam flashes him a grin and then dips his head, flicking his tongue over Ronan's nipple and following it up with a light scrape of teeth.]
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-25 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Adam slides gladly to his knees, flashing a grin up at his boyfriend. He's all too happy to indulge Ronan's desires. He likes Ronan having desires and wants to reinforce how welcome those desires are.

Grinning up at Ronan through his lashes, Adam leans forward to start to kiss his length, stroking at himself as he lavishes licks and nuzzles over every inch of Ronan.]
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-25 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Adam yearns for him, groaning once as Ronan plays with his hair. Adam's ambition tilts all too readily into greed at moments like this, and he wants all of Ronan, wants to devour him, to possess him.

Sucking Ronan's cock into his mouth, Adam presses forward, eyes closing with bliss at the feel of Ronan's skin against his tongue.

He shifts and a pebble bites into his knee. Drawing away with a breathy laugh and a curse, Adam stretches out his arm for the discarded blanket. He folds it and tucks it under his knees with swift, efficient motions, reaching for Ronan's hip again to pull him forward, to envelop him again.]
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[personal profile] hondoyota 2017-08-25 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[Adam's done more research since they last tried this. He's studied theory and technique, applying himself to the study of oral sex with as much dedication as anything else in his life. This time, as he relaxes his jaw and leans forward, Ronan's cock eases into his throat, all the way to the hilt.

Lashes fluttering, Adam makes himself relax through the panic of realizing that he can't breathe. His nostrils flare uselessly, nails digging into Ronan's hip. He can feel his own pulse fluttering in his throat, and Ronan's pounding against his tongue.

Pulling back, Adam takes a deep, shaky breath, and then tries it again, taking Ronan in to the hilt. His eyes open, looking straight up at Ronan, wanting to see Ronan's face in response to this triumph.]

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