[And the thing is, Noah doesn't really know anymore. At the root of it all, he called Ronan down to the lake because he was scared of losing him - to Kavinsky, to himself, to a future that happened in the past. He called him down because they have such little time left, because he wants to believe that he deserves some more happiness before it's all over.
All he can do in the face of that is look up into Ronan's eyes, letting out a low, keening breath at the hands on his cheeks.]
It doesn't have to be anything. [As long as we can maybe do that some more, he lets slip through, unbidden.] It's... whatever you want.
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All he can do in the face of that is look up into Ronan's eyes, letting out a low, keening breath at the hands on his cheeks.]
It doesn't have to be anything. [As long as we can maybe do that some more, he lets slip through, unbidden.] It's... whatever you want.