[Ronan isn't entirely clueless. He's aware, at least, that he's caught in a spider's web. He may not know everything about the future, but he knows what it was about Kavinsky that drove him to leave the field by himself after their dreaming marathon.
That was a different world, though. A world with Gansey in it. A world with Adam in it. Ronan is alone here, with a Noah he hardly recognizes, living in a house that belonged to someone else with his name. He can't even retrace his old steps, because he doesn't want to go where they lead. He doesn't want to be the Ronan that Noah remembers. But this leaves him feeling like no one at all.
Ronan hardly reacts to Kavinsky's sloppy antics. It's not unusual, K being coked out of his mind and falling all over himself. He drinks what Kavinsky gives him (he doesn't mind this sort of kiss) and ignores all the racist shit in favor of paying attention to what the crane's doing.
They back up into the fence with the crash and crunch of metal before Ronan pulls another lever and they go forward again. They almost hit a booth before he brakes with a jerk and goes for a different lever. This sends the crane arm swinging from left to right. Another lever, and the jib drops suddenly, smashing into a Tilt-a-Whirl car.
It crumples so easily. Like crushing paper in his palm, but far more satisfying.]
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That was a different world, though. A world with Gansey in it.
A world with Adam in it.Ronan is alone here, with a Noah he hardly recognizes, living in a house that belonged to someone else with his name. He can't even retrace his old steps, because he doesn't want to go where they lead. He doesn't want to be the Ronan that Noah remembers. But this leaves him feeling like no one at all.Ronan hardly reacts to Kavinsky's sloppy antics. It's not unusual, K being coked out of his mind and falling all over himself. He drinks what Kavinsky gives him (he doesn't mind this sort of kiss) and ignores all the racist shit in favor of paying attention to what the crane's doing.
They back up into the fence with the crash and crunch of metal before Ronan pulls another lever and they go forward again. They almost hit a booth before he brakes with a jerk and goes for a different lever. This sends the crane arm swinging from left to right. Another lever, and the jib drops suddenly, smashing into a Tilt-a-Whirl car.
It crumples so easily. Like crushing paper in his palm, but far more satisfying.]