[Self-destruction still feels like the best option, as it always does, for many reasons beyond this. But the next-best option is always to listen to what Adam wants. Ronan would do anything for him. He'd leave Noah and Gansey, he'd forsake everything else in the world, he'd devote himself entirely to Adam if Adam wanted him alone. And he allows that truth to spill over into Adam's mind as he presses his face into the crook of Adam's neck.]

I think he could be fun for us. For both of us. I wanted to see how it would go, and then I wanted to bring him to you. Especially since Blue... Since we're losing what we had with the others. Or - I'm losing it, at least.

[Which is maybe an indirect way of asking if Adam intends to be with Blue again, also. Ronan will need Kyle even more, if so.]