[Ronan's heart hurts. He doesn't know what he is anymore to anyone here, for reasons that stretch far beyond Blue's new relationships with Ronan's (former?) boyfriends, though it's that issue at the forefront today. He isn't even angry about it, too preoccupied with the question of what happens next. All of these straight boys had a passing interest in him, experimenting the way boarding school boys tend to. But this isn't a game for him. He doesn't move on to find a girlfriend and wife her at the end of this youthful sexual journey. He's going to be watching from the sidelines while the rest of them woo their woman, and then it'll get serious the way no one will ever get serious with him.
Noah was probably trying to cheer him up. Ronan just wants to cry, instead. He doesn't, though, becaue he never does. Sitting up, Ronan looks over the edge of his bed at Noah. He recognizes a Noah who's been smoking. It reminds him that there's a lot of whiskey waiting downstairs.]
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Noah was probably trying to cheer him up. Ronan just wants to cry, instead. He doesn't, though, becaue he never does. Sitting up, Ronan looks over the edge of his bed at Noah. He recognizes a Noah who's been smoking. It reminds him that there's a lot of whiskey waiting downstairs.]
Did I interrupt something?