[It's not bullshit. Before Noah, there was only Kavinsky. And Ronan still isn't sure whether Kavinsky ever wanted him or if he simply represented something. Some obstacle to overcome. Kavinsky never made him feel desirable, only usable. Ronan has been functional in the absence of other entertainment. That's all.
He could muse further on his gratitude for Noah, but the touch distracts him. Ronan's hips jerk in reflex and he ruts up against Noah's hand, exhaling a shaky breath. This is good. Ronan doesn't want to demand Noah's attention, but he wants it if Noah will give it to him.]
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He could muse further on his gratitude for Noah, but the touch distracts him. Ronan's hips jerk in reflex and he ruts up against Noah's hand, exhaling a shaky breath. This is good. Ronan doesn't want to demand Noah's attention, but he wants it if Noah will give it to him.]