[Ronan's face flushes with shame. He's gone his whole life repressing thoughts like these, so being asked to summon them up intentionally is a more difficult task than it might be for most boys. Ronan contains overwhelming lust, but his mind is an innocent one.
The scenario he imagines is a wish more than a plan. He thinks of what it could be like to press himself into Noah, their bodies locking together and the warmth of Noah surrounding him. He would be so gentle with Noah, because for all his insistence to the contrary, Noah feels fragile and breakable in Ronan's hands. They would make love slow but deep, and though Ronan imagines the pleasure would be greater than anything his body's every known, what he wants more than anything is to feel like a part of Noah. He wants to be so close they feel inseparable, Ronan experiencing the undeniable physicality of Noah and losing himself there.
It's a dream, for now. In reality, Ronan's body sways and he strokes Noah with intention, now. He's far less concerned with his own pleasure than with Noah's, devoted to the task of showing Noah the love he feels, however inadequate.]
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The scenario he imagines is a wish more than a plan. He thinks of what it could be like to press himself into Noah, their bodies locking together and the warmth of Noah surrounding him. He would be so gentle with Noah, because for all his insistence to the contrary, Noah feels fragile and breakable in Ronan's hands. They would make love slow but deep, and though Ronan imagines the pleasure would be greater than anything his body's every known, what he wants more than anything is to feel like a part of Noah. He wants to be so close they feel inseparable, Ronan experiencing the undeniable physicality of Noah and losing himself there.
It's a dream, for now. In reality, Ronan's body sways and he strokes Noah with intention, now. He's far less concerned with his own pleasure than with Noah's, devoted to the task of showing Noah the love he feels, however inadequate.]