[Ronan is absolutely certain of it, because he's tried. He would have loved to stop caring about Noah the moment they found out he was dead. He'd locked himself in his room and done his very best to drink away the memory of Noah, burying his grief down and down and down. But there Noah was, all the same.]
I mean, that's crazy. Even if I ever...
[He can't even say the words. No one is going to love him. The only person who's really ever been interested in him is Kavinsky, and Ronan can't fathom feeling that way about Kavinsky.]
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[Ronan is absolutely certain of it, because he's tried. He would have loved to stop caring about Noah the moment they found out he was dead. He'd locked himself in his room and done his very best to drink away the memory of Noah, burying his grief down and down and down. But there Noah was, all the same.]
I mean, that's crazy. Even if I ever...
[He can't even say the words. No one is going to love him. The only person who's really ever been interested in him is Kavinsky, and Ronan can't fathom feeling that way about Kavinsky.]
It's not gonna happen.